3 of Dec Worst contradiction

U come and u go..
Gv me hope and gv me nth..
I wish but Im afraid of..
I couldnt say anything...
But I really wish I can forget it...

''Ask you a questions ar..''
''Its out of curiosity''
My heart was beating so fast..
And Im thinking..
How shud I reply..
If you confess out ur feeling to me..?
''Why are we so cold''
Im sweating like hell..
Lucky u nvr said anything...
If not I really dono wad I gonna reply u..
Sorry =(

I dono wad shud I do..
If tat day reali do happen..
I dono wat m I thinking now..
I wish bt I dun wish too..
Its the worst contradiction tat I hv nvr taste b4..
No idea..

U nvr reply..
And I did reply..
Again..
U nvr reply...
And soon status shows busy..
Well..
Fine...
Rather don chat anymore..
I really dono how to chat like b4 ad...

I couldnt forget..
The day Kai Ru scolded you..
And Im finding one place to hide on myself..
Its too embarrassing..
I jz feel disgusting when I think back everything..
You laugh you talk..
I dono why will I feel so disgusting..
I'm really sorry...

Hope so..
Im not the one in ur heart now..
I hope..
Is I being so perasan n too sensitive..
And I wont dissapointed if it happened..
If it really happens..
Sorry..
My answer may b will be NO again...
Really sorry...=(

After SPM..
Please..
Dont do anything..
I wish I wish....
I will soon forget you =)

22 of Sept Please change n make me change..! TT

I dono wats ur really true..

I dono whether u're acting..

Hiding..

Or whateva...

This year u turn scary..

''I dont have say dont mean tat I dont know..?''

Haha..

U are saying everyday..

In ur blog..

Dropping hint..

Hurting us...

I dono why u gt tat courageous to attack us..

To hurt us..

U ARE SCARY..

Dono when can u change..

I noe I shouldnt say like tis..

But I dono when I will wake up..

From cheating myself..

I dono izit everything worth..

Im blur..

Please..

CHANGE UR ATTITUDE..

May be u dono..

What I told u..

Is how u lao gong told me..

You ARE copying me..

TOO MANY..

I oso keep silent..

And u..

Please think of yourself b4 blaming others..

Please...

Im fake..

I do another things bhind u..

But I also dono why will I do tat..

Bt I really cnt endure..

I scare I will explode....

I hope I change u will change too..

God..

Guide her n me pls..

Very very PLEASE...

20 of Sept Bitchy

May be you dono..

No one is supporting you..

May be u dono..

Tats ur bull-shit attitude...

May be u dono..

Everyone feel irritated with you..

I admit..

I never recommended you is my fault..

If you really wana to b a model..

Just say..

For what you wana hide..?

If I support u..

How I know you wont angry me..

You say u dowan..

U not dare..

Then now u so touch..

Because others recommended you..

LOL..

We fake..?

I think you're more..!!!

Dono when will God punish you..

I choose to forgive..

Bcuz Wen say eventually you're still my fren..

Tats y I apologize..

But will u feel guilty..

100% sure..

You will feel me fake again..

NVM..

I wont view ur blog until PMR..

Cause ur scheme is too scary..

Wana people to b alone..

Wana people has no mood to study..

Dont say me..

You are the one who is the REALLY BITCH!!!!

20 of Sept I need a truth!

A NEW blog..
Will keep tis private forever..
Forget my old private-blog's ID..
Kinda furious d...

Everything is jz I NEED A TRUTH..
May b Im really fake..
But Im trying to change..
But for somebody..
I really decided to hate her..
But I couldnt...

I hope theres TRUTH in this world..
Thats the reason why I will open this blog..
May b its abt her gossip..
But its oso my privacy....
Tats all